happy new years! i finally had one enjoyable new years, thank god because really i think i deserved one iwas with friends and no parents although lucky me gets her keys stuck in her car, mind you i never leave my dooor locked well only when i get home but thats not my fault i ahve bowl in there and in the trunk liquour bottles and it sinc ei don't reeally trust my parents at all i do this and so w.e i don 't know why i'm an idiot and locked the door. my lovely mom decideds to butt into my life as usul bitching that i left my door locked and i dont' know where the spare keys are. really shit liek this happens all the time and she's done it to so i don't know why. o0o wait i do know why she does this its called being an attention whore and maybe if she wasn't one then she wouldn't speak as much as she does now. i really try to se what it is that my dad sees in my mom to be with her and to be wtih her for so long but no mattter what i can't see yeah she's not an ugly woman actually but really she's fat she has zero personality and she's not funny at all but apparently the saying is true there is someone out there for everyone. whihc gets me to the part that had no new years kiss i really start to lose weoight because this whoel thing is getting to me i really thing its mostly my arm because genically big arms but obviously the extra weight doens't help out all. but i am going to cancel my subscription because A i can't afford it well i technically can but i don't want to be pay check to tpaycheck and B dade has a lovely free gym so i might as well use that one and since i shall be leaving schoool earlier than the norm i might as well. which gets me to the subject of school i failed two classes my sociology one i know teresita who i love and still do it was the essays i was to lazy to do which i prob. would've gotten A'S in them but since that stuped thing online said i had a B i didn't really think, it was that important and math which we all knew was coming ubt stilljust because i was finally paying attention i really do think i might actually do well this time thank god, but i have to get all A's in order to keepp my scholarship because i need a 3.0 to keep my scholarship and right now i have a 2.0 so i can't afford adnything less than an A really but you knwo what th at was the first semester and i relaly do think i'll do better in this one i means its the new years i'm changing for the better. i'm realizing that i need to do things for my self and focus on the things that matter because i need it mgiht be four long annoying years but really it will work out all in the long wrong . and you know hwat what happens if school isn't for me than i'll find what it is but i do really wan tot do beauty school and massage school i don't know some ppl like to hav emultiple majors of intelilgent things like english law blah blah but really wny i only really need one degree and if i'm going to get another one it beter be fun because i dont want to have to work twic eas hard for no funnn :D we'lll Sseee yeii for the new years :D