i'm an idiot i can' believe i made out with him i knew it too i knew the minute he sent me a text and he told me he was going to leave wiht me that it would happen i shouldn't have listened i should've dropped him off first then the others and for a sec i thought he wanted to be dropped off was because he was embarrased. but he wasn't he wanted me to park and hook up with him i didn't do anything but god i would fuck him i dont'knwo why because he's not my type at all but i odn't know what it is about him that makes me want him super bad. i feel bad for she is super sweet and this shouldn't have happened even though i showed a lot of restraint and toldhim no because i didn't want i knew he was drunk and i wasn't really drunk at all actuallly but still i wantedd so bad.